the 61th days i love u

today i went school early,
cuz woke up by 5 lol...
first thought dont wanna go to school
cause got a boring assembly,
and cant go out find u when ur recess...
but at the end i also went for school
cuz i dont wanna miss out a chance to see u
but if it's really counted... i met u for not even 5min today ==
but still i'm happy i can see u

back from school late cuz went find my friend...
then not long later saw ur sms ^^
was so happy and then later u called me
it's a day before our anniversary of 2nd month...
makes me even happier
i love u so much ^^
then u mentioned bout their comments
but seems weird that i dont really angry bout it...
since the day i loved u,
i already knew things i have to face...
i gotta face that u're popular and many guys woulda chase u
gotta face things bout ur parents...
bla bla bla... bla bla bla...
i'll only tell myself that u do really love me
and then i'll love u more but nothing else...
u meant everything for me...
i dont wanna let loose of u...and i wont!

since the day i bring u to meet my parents,
i decided to end the rest of my life with u
i pray that nothing can end our love
i pray that we both got our parents permission
i pray, but i dont actually trust rhis this as god... ==
i wanna make everything comes true, with my true love
maybe i'm childish, i'm still 天真...
but i belive 天真的爱是最美的...

i love u

It all began when I was loved by you

You changed my world with a blink of an eye
That is something that I can’t deny
You put my soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you my dearest Lysette

You won’t know what you have done for me
You pushed me to the best that I can be
You are an angel sent from above
To take care of me and shower with love

When I'm with you I will not cry a single a tear
And your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
It is even better everytime you smile

It so magical those things you've made
To bring back my faith that almost fade
Now my life is a dream come true
It all began when I was loved by you

Now I have found what I am looking for
It's you and your love but nothing more
Cause you’ve given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something I've never felt

I wish I could talk 'til the end of day
But I'm running out of things to say
So I’ll end by the line you already know
"I LOVE YOU” more than what I could show

♥ love ♥

the 60th days i love you ^^
it's a cold day today...
the heavy rain makes the surrounding cold,
guess that's the reason why your hands are freezing
holded your hands tight making you warm,
well that might be the only thing i can do...
i'd wish to be by your side every moments of my life
to let u hug,
to let u keep warm
but there seems to be many blockage between us...
*sighs*

i actually went school today
and it was like wow~ only 15 people...
knew it'd been a very boring day but still i went school ==
i have my ways of thinking,
maybe it's an odd ways of thinking...
but i just have my own worries...
it's been the last week before your exam
and also it's the last week we'll be together studying in morning
i guess the chances we'll meet up will be less and less
i just dont want to miss up any chances to see u more...
i dont think i'll manage to live without see-ing u everyday
but i'm sure i wont live without your love...

i love u dear
it's been 2 days before our 2month anniversary...
i really thank god that he gave you to me
i love you very much ♥ ILYVM
muacks ♥

worries

the 57th days, i love you
been wake up early today i dunnoe why...
then i start to worry this and that AGAIN ==
the deeper i love u, seems to be more worries i have...

worrying that how i pass this holiday cant seeing u...
worrying if i doesnt study form 6, can we still meet up?
cuz ur parent doesnt seems to agree u being with me ...
will our love just ended that way...?
i love u,
i loved the beginning of us,
but i dont wish for an ending...

4 more days and it'll be the end of 2nd month of us,
beginning of the 3rd month
i really thank you for giving me this 2 months of happiness
i feel happy being with u ^^

i thank god that he giv u to me
i thank u for giving me happiness
i thank that we're together, and
dear, i love u

nothing to be mentioned...

today has been a happy day...
cuz i can be with u whole afternoon ^^
i love the moments i'm with u together
i glad that we're together
i love when u're with me together...

i wanna be with u...
a very simple request...
i know u like to 撒娇 with me sometimes...
but, u just suddenly abandon me like that,
making me dont know nothing at all and i just got ignored?
u'll never know how terrible is my feeling that moment...
u never knew...
maybe u felt it's just a small thing to be mentioned,
but it hurts deep inside me...
i dont like to hurt others, neither do i want others to hurt me...

end it here...
gdnight world ^^
i love u ^^

things back to the usual way

saturday has been me worst day of my life...
i dont actually know why i cried...
cried cuz u dont wanna see me?
cried cuz u dont tell me things?
cried cuz i really loved u?
cried cuz i cant live without u? or
cried cuz i cant stop thinking negatively?
there seems to be many reasons i cried...
no wonder i cried that long ==

是我想太多，你总这样说...
想太多，不是我故意。。。
也许是我太依靠你了吧？

things have been the past...
none can make any change of it
the only thing we manage to do by now aint much...
to treasure the time we're together
to love each other even more
to bury the sweet memories we have deep in our heart
to create more happy and unforgetable moments together

if i've been given 3 wish
i'd wish that our love can last forever
i'd wish that ur parent will allow us to be together
i'd wish i can manage to provide u a life of our own...
i dont wish for a rich live for u and me becuz sometimes simple is better
we can enjoy life of our own with a normal life rite?

no matter what things happened
i want u to know that i'm always with u
u aint facing it alone cuz u got me
anything should tell me which is ur dear?
or else i'll feel that i'm useless ><
i love you > 3 <
^^

thinking negatively...

It's been a boring day today...
in the afternoon, i got nothing to do at all...
cause u went for band activities,
leaving me alone at house T_T
lolz...

it's then i start to thought of many things...
suddenly few questions came up to my mind:
1. why had u loved me, and by that time u know in my heart there's another 1

2. what makes me so special that u'd loved me than others... doesnt feel that i'm handsome or wadever...?

3. how did i fall in love with u? which now i keep thinking of u and nothing else ==

4. am i a good man for u? something makes me feel like i'm a normal human beings on the land while u're the angels in the sky...

sorry... i just...
cant control myself to thing negatively...
maybe cuz i love u too much, i'm worrying that u'll leave me...
i love u ♥
i dont care the rest if things, as long as u love me
^ ^