thinking negatively...

It's been a boring day today...
in the afternoon, i got nothing to do at all...
cause u went for band activities,
leaving me alone at house T_T
lolz...

it's then i start to thought of many things...
suddenly few questions came up to my mind:
1. why had u loved me, and by that time u know in my heart there's another 1

2. what makes me so special that u'd loved me than others... doesnt feel that i'm handsome or wadever...?

3. how did i fall in love with u? which now i keep thinking of u and nothing else ==

4. am i a good man for u? something makes me feel like i'm a normal human beings on the land while u're the angels in the sky...

sorry... i just...
cant control myself to thing negatively...
maybe cuz i love u too much, i'm worrying that u'll leave me...
i love u ♥
i dont care the rest if things, as long as u love me
^ ^